In a sober day like today

In a sober day like today

Sun shining fluctuating

No Flowers Accompanying

Lazy I open my eyes - And Feel

Oh! I dont want to feel any better!!!

Bitter Memories overwhelming

Remembering only the bad times in Life

Wounds feeling Raw

I Yawn upon the life to come - And Feel

Oh! I dont want to feel any better!!!

Having no reason for being so

Wait! Is this is wat People call "Mood Swing"

Well.. Doesnt Matter

It really does make me feel No Better - And I Feel

I dont want to feel any better!!!

Good things happened looking so small

Mind saying Gods Unfair

Heart ready to enter in a shell

Covering up from all the good things I tend to notice - And I feel

I dont want to feel any better!!!

Wished Nobody takes Notice of me

Being sober and frustrated for no reason

Wish i become invisible - For

None even to share a concern words - And I feel

I dont want to feel any better

Hey! I mean it!!!

I Dont want to feel any better

Am enjoying myself being sober

What is the point when i try to change bubbly

When am down!!!

Let me Feel Down!

My heart undergoing all frustration,

Irritation having upper hand

Let me undergo this for now.

And

I really wish

I DONT WANT TO FEEL ANY BETTER