Live my life……
Life goes merry-go-around for me
I end up where I had started
Am not certain on anything
I live my stand on my taste…
Vagabond you call me whatever
I don’t really care what matter
My wants are on my way
I pick them as I go by…
Daughter, friend, wife and mother
Keep assuming I don’t bother
I don’t have any expectations
And don’t set either limitations…
Care to join me on my board
Swear don’t cost you anything grand
Shrug your burdens let them fall
Let’s go exploring the globe…
An alien though…..
Don’t belong to your world
Can’t understand your signs
I feel so foreign
Yes ……..
Am an alien though…..
My destiny is elsewhere
I live here nowhere
I yearn for my being
No…….
You aren’t my crowd……
Dizzy I feel
When I see you all real
I lived in a wrong place….
Sure….
I won’t do a double take…..
Gentiles listen, am traveling
As my mind is steadily raving
I leave my irregular possessions…
For ….
They aren’t mine anymore……
Searching for the life I lost
Am sure I’ll live my best
Ye all live merrily
Coz….
Here lies your destiny….
Gentiles listen, am traveling
As my mind is steadily raving
And am an alien though……..
Then………. I learned to say No………
Sweet-honey natured kid was I
Sugary talks being my asset
Pleased mama’s friends -Those
Bun-Haired, Jack-Headed, and fussy fastidious
Never knowing where it would lead me
Nevertheless trying more each time – After all
Sweet-honey natured kid was I
Sugary talks being my asset
Flamboyant teen girl was I
Finesse behaviors giving me help hand
Loved everyone met
Strived hard to fight for my space – In
That little world, formed by those little creatures
To yield an identity
To prove my existence – After all
Flamboyant teen girl was I
Finesse behaviors giving me help hand
And then……
I grew
Well-bred woman I am
Well aware of being courteous and polite
But little would I want to be so
For I know “It just aint everything” – Am
Losing my edge– Am
Laughing over my past
And then……..
I learned to say NO….
In the world
Still existing are they…- Those
Bun-Haired, Jack-Headed, and fussy fastidious
They will never change
I cross them over
Sensing their eagerness to please them…
I passed them on as something…
I smiled triumphantly………
And then………
I learned to say NO…………
